i've change my blogskins again. cos there's some error and some of the links have problems seeing in firefox. everything's in order nw. maple can also play le~~ hip hip hurray!

it's a freakish boring day! maple's dwn for two days.. it's freakish irriating lor. it started off at 12am last night.. till tmr. and i cant find anything for me to do except doing blogs and to surf ard. but it can be real bored to do tt for a day. so i went abt eating, slacking and watching tv. of cos, msn too. =) tis year's holis is super boring.. i dun c wad's the reason man. in the past years, i seemed to have smt to get my hands on.. well well. i suppose i shld be buying some strings to make a nice frenship bands.. hahas. haven decided to do to who.. perhpas to cindy? hais. we seemed to be so far apart nwadays. wonder y. she seems to be avoiding me. but est said b'cos she tinks i'm angry wif her. grr.. well wells. to cindy, if i did anything tt makes u tink i'm angry, well, i'm not =) i did alot of tinking tis holis though. i wonder wad's wrong wif me. i shld write it dwn but instead i wont say the names ^.^ here goes. girl 1 hurt me alot. and i do hate her alot too. i cant understand y she did tt to me but wells. i've tried to forget abt it. now, we r talking la. but i cant bring myself to forget tt incident. and i cant get myself closer to her anymore. girl 2. she hurt me by doing smt which i myself dislike quite alot... now, we are talking (jus like gal 1) but i can realli talk freely.. and i seemed to forget all those things she did to me when we were tgt. y is all this happening? seems wierd for me. i'm nt realli biased lor.. but this looked lke. even if i wanted to forgive and forget, i dun tink i can do it. cos of those frens ard me. i know i shant be bothered wif how my frens r tinking.. but i suppose nw they weigh much more than girl 1 and 2. i supposed, i jus can be a normal frens wif them. i realli dun wan to lose those ard me ald cos i've ald lost the trust of girl 1 and 2 b4. and who knows wil they do the same to me as they did in the past. (jus like the saying "once bitten, twice shy") this entry arnt against who so ever. if u tink u r sorry and wan to apologise, u have my phone number. msg me. but if u dun tink u r wrong or i'm going against u, then forget it. u shall nva be the same person i've ever known. take it tt u have lost me when the quarrel has started.

lalalas. i'm fine nw =) awwww. sorry for making u ppl trouble =P

Whenever there's an argument, parents will be finding the truth before they scold or even tell u off. But mine's didn't. I've had enugh ever since I'm born in this world. They have NEVER do tt. Not even once. Does it means tt being the elder one mus be the person tt parents have to aim for all the times? But I've never seen my elder sis getting scolded b'cos of me or when I've done anything wrong. I dun mean I'm a veri good kid but at least I dun go abt sabo-ing my siblings when I'm being scolded or when I did smt wrong. Now, the problem doesn't lies on me but on my parents and my younger sis. She was there throwing my things and flicking them all abt. I told her off b'cos they were MY things. And she shldnt do them and she's super noisy. Well, b'cos of telling her off (which to my parents when I did it was wrong but not to my younger sis) I was scolded by them. Then my dad jus told me to shut up before he'll come and slap me. To me, I'm thinking come la. It was not the first time he had ever beat me up. Not onli my mum didn't side me, she blame me each time when Kristen was quarreling wif me over the computer and now she scold me for not letting her since she's the "youngest" in the family. Is like wad the hell lor..? is all tis fair? In the past, when my elder sister was at home, none of this will even happen. She will jus tell them how she feel. Can my parents even calm dwn and even try to talk to me abt all this nicely in a nicer way instead of blaming either party? i dun care whether they scold me or wad so ever cos I know, they wan the best out of me but now, they are taking the thought of "elder must let the younger" = "elder mus be scolded even though the younger is wrong.. b'cos they are young ma.." I can no longer see the "old" parent I've had. I really feel bad abt this matter. But I shldnt shout back at them rite..? so I decided to pen dwn my thoughts. i'm crying.. like i've never did when i'm blogging.. =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( i dun nid anyone of your's comment. I dun nid seriously. Perhaps jus my besties.. haiya. dun bother la my dears. but I wan YOU to be there. I wan u to talk to me. I wan u to listen to me. I jus nid ur presence. I wan to sit at the same position wif u the other day.. the day when both of us jus keep silent. When I could hear your breathing dwn my neck.

hahas. the world can be pretty small and big too. i didnt know jerry's cousin (daniel tan) was actually my ex pri sch classmate!!! it mus be super wierd when both of them find out the 'evelyn' they are refering to is the same person and it's me ME ME!!! cool. and tis's nt the first case. jus like my partner, alvin yap has got a sister angie was in the same class as my elder sis! and my sis also know sinyee's brother b'cos they r in the same sch! the world's damn small. but big enugh not to find a person (if u dun know where to start) anyway, i hope daniel (tan) wont have anything bad to say abt me =X i mus have been a bad pri sch kid i went to looked at all my pri sch days photo.. omg. i realised a shocking truth. i dun even know i was in the same class as weidong b4.. hahas.

went to bugis wif my mum and sis. wells, it's tiring but fun and fast journey. we went there cos my mum arent working.. (actually is bcos meetin her sec sch frens but was cancelled) and didnt tell my dad till we came back =X bought alot of things back.. kris got herself 2 pure milk tees [i didnt wan to cos it's so ex] whereas i got over at OG to buy a shorts and a shirt.. actually still got another jeans skirt de.. but so ex. it's 3o bucks lorr. jus for tt. so decided to go over bum or tis fashion soon. jus to get them soon.. and for the "new" year ahead. hahas. then we went over to walk walk and look look.. then we went for a new print. *grins* it's wif my mum =D so happy today~ i goanna learn to be hard hearted smt i shant be always nice and i nid to learn how to reject ppl or else there'll be biiig trouble i love to do all those chem tys ^ is tt the me i used to be?? i dun recall i ever say tt in this yr.. when's sch goanna start? i miss those ppl there even those irrating freaks those crappers mates and the nice teachers i'm having and of cos the special one not forgetting to say my besties and close frens and my jie meis and my xiong dis man, i'm bored bored bored i shall update my profile SOON there are complains by wengyan =X -jkjk- i'll do it anyways bye! it's late le.. goanna slp =D ^ tt's the lazy me

poor me. woke up feeling damn cold in the morning.. stupid weather. brr. on the com.. intend to game. frankly, i did have the intention to do the typings for mdm ho.. wells, jus the mood gone jus like tt. so go gaming. XD went to my grandma's hse ytd. well wells, it was a nice visit but it was boring when we were "shopping". (rather of browsing things instead) didnt buy much things.. except in ntuc stuffs like chocolates and cheeese! (my fave) didnt buy chips onli.. craps. bored nw. and kris wan the com. blog some other day perphas. and if u have notice, i've change a new skin =) do comment.

i'm so bloody sick. imagine me to sleep standing in the mrt and even on the bus. nearly miss my stop for both when i'm heading back home for tuition. is like how can it happen to me??? i was sneezing thruout the whole tuition.. and seems like everyone aft tt also have the flu symdrom. everything was practically no taste man.. when sch's going to start. i'm so bored at home nw. awww.. i cant even go out. it's jus super sian life. i jus goanna study study and study!

actually she's a nice teacher.. but does anyone knows? i admit, i smt may be mean towards her, but in terms of academic i still tried my best in tt. at least i can face her boldly and said "i've done my best in tt" but smt freaks doesnt. they dun even care for their future and treat her like.. *sighs* she may be mean and fierce towards us, but i suppose it's all for our own good. for those freaks who doesnt care, they didnt even have the right to be 3e3. yes, smt she may be unreasonable but she's definately a nice person to be wif. stand in her shoes and u'll understand. well well. ch and i are such nice souls. we intended to make mdm ho suffer.. hahas* by asking her to finish tt bowl of da mai.. and she forced us to eat finish. i was super unluckly. (well, to me it was) i had to sit in the front =( i've lost the scissors, paper, stone wif ch and i had to sit in the front. and ch is super bad!!!! she forgot tt her mum's arent working tt day and i'm all alone wif mdm ho.. and she even call me up... i shldn have known tt.. luckily i arent kidnapped =PpP i reached safely home =) click here for my new blog --> mine --> des --> sujun --> jingting

shld i ever be forgiving abt the past? shld i be forgiving for everything which i've never done..? and even to patch back and retrive the past times? and try to be like wad we USED to be? jus like the past? can i be tt forgiving to forgive and forget wad the 2 of them had done towards me? i admit. last tym, i forgive her NOT b'cos i wanted to. but for some other (yet personal) thing. now, i've the right to choose it myself. to care abt their past or to lead my own style for everything. IF i'm to care abt ppl's own thoughts and feelings, no doubt, i can be the nicest person u ever noe but i'll end up not forgiving myself for the things i wanted to do but didnt do. perphas, the error i've made in my whole life is to be so nice ba. but IF i'm to do the things which i'd like, i'll be hurting those ppl ard me who have been supporting me all this while. i'm always reluctant to make a desicion myself. and now.. i've to choose them myself. what shld i do?

i went to henry lee's tuition. it was damn right bored in chemistry. we jus did some boring stuffs and went for our break. show mr lee my chem papers. hope u wont get a shock out of his life and dropped all his hair by then. =X (p/s: des, dun tell him =P) i'm pretty surprised. (i supposed i shld be) i dun understand how can 2 ppl of diff classes taking diff subj can craps as much as how me and des did. well, we like can talk alot of things. hanging out at each other's hse like nobody's business talk tok till her mum's at home =X (and we r super noisy) perphas not changing sch is a good pt. or rather moving hse. i hate to go back sch next week. -for phys extra lessons and re-test- and i still nid to help mdm ho type the next lesson things. i dun understand wad my mum is thinking. she seems to be pinning down on me now and then even though i didnt do anything. she's super wierd. she comes right after me now and then. is it b'cos my jie arent at home?? WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WIF ME? i was so pissed off wif her. SUPER IN LOVE WIF MY CURRENT LIFE glad for everythin i've done i've ald tried my best fully contented

daddy didnt go to work cos he was sick. then, he was sleeping in the living room. so i cant play maple. grr.. super sian lor. so in the end i didnt play the com. i intended to do my amath sums but in the end, i fell deep into sleep. i sleep for hours once again. i'm really getting fat. *sighs* i feeling tt i'm starting to love combined humanities. i'm realli attentive in class now c(: i realised every lesson mrs heng is teachin us, she would tell us abt life, and some life quotes. she would also mentioned abt HER own life when she was a student. well, sounds like mr bernard chew too. i realli miss him, all his jokes, HIS own experience on life. i've got to go back sch for a retest. for phys. i fail them very badly in eoy. i haven study them at all. i've got to do tt the whole weekends. *sighs* mdm lim says it's harder than eoy. i've jus got to try my best. i'm watching the new dvds. da chang jing- a korea drama but in chinese.

ok. this post is specially delicated to my dear, des. she can onli be the one for today's post. SHE was the one who wanted tis entry. being a kind soul, i've to do it. *cries* she wanted me to tell others SHE helped LIM WEI-QI to carry her GEOGRAPHY BLACK RING FILE and her AMATH BIG BOOK. well, i've got to say she's nice (she force me de =P) and she helped me TWICE. but seems like i helped her to take HER books ytd like 4th time???!!!! geeX. btw, miss TEO YUTIAN finally make it! she had finished abt 3/4 of a SMALL (mind u, it's onli a small) cup of pepis in kfc (which i suppose this was the 1st time). she's goanna kill me when she sees this. oops! =X and of cos, she didnt finish eating her cheese fries though she did ate finish the burger.. mr hafiz was pulling their leg! des was so worried ytd. guess everything came out well (:

today's sch was just like any normal day for me except that i feel so sleepy in class. i didnt sleep well last night. i supposed that is the reason for today's sleepy mood. it's not as if i'm hu shi luan xiang abt relationship lor. i'm thinking smt on chemistry. suddenly the eoy papers question struck me.. it's the one on epson salt. suddenly i get so worked up lor. i simply cant get into sleep.. and i need to deep breadth! jus now also like tis. y do i have to get so worked up. damn. ms rafidah finally came into my class. surprising, i was awake. but i wasnt sleepy. her lessons were not considered veri boring la. except tt i dun like her style of teaching. she skip here and there in the textbook. mdm sim was right. we will miss mr chew. and now i'm starting to do so. sighs. when will he be coming back?? perphas he'll come back onli after our 'o'. sians.

last night. went to my aunty's hse. celebrating hari raya. sounds wierd for a chinese person like me rite? tt's a fact k? my aunties and uncle are either younger than me or at most 2 years older than me. boo hoo hoo... i feel so wierd. jus now. went to tuition. was damn bored. and the whole 4 hours was chim! esp was the math session. i completely dun understand abt the p&c. now, i need to listen to wad mdm ho had to say in class tmr. no more slacking pls and of cos, chit chatting in class. hahas. can i realli do that? i jus want to maintain a good amath test records by the end of next yr. i dun intend to fail any test if i can. then mdm ho would not be peaching me anymore. *winks* but i still nid to improve on my sciences. chemistry i jus have a C and as for physics, it's needless to say. i've flunked them the whole year! tt's a great sign for me to take note man. and.. i still haven taken the re-test. i dun have confident to pass physics anymore... *sighs* stupid doremon!!!! y do u have to mention tt? nvm. i shld be nice and forgive u since we have been frens so long the moment i get home after the long hours of tuition (which was abt 3.15pm), i took out my chemistry book which i've bought today. well, it's filled wif contents. but i was soo sleepy.. i read abt 1/2hour when i fell into a deep sleep... when i woke up, i was so shocked! i've slept for 3hours! damn. for the past few days, i've been waking up veri late.. almost like 1oam..

Ultimate Survey (377 questions) time started: 3.58pm yourself full name: lim wei-qi nickname(s): penguin, qi birthday: 18-o7-199o where were you born: singapore, kk women and child zodiac sign: horse, cancer height: 1.6 weight: 50+ hair color: brown + black eye color: black but more of brown shoe size: 7 ring size: err.. i dunnoe skin type: FAIR! blood type: i dunnoe grade: C5 for overall GPA: wad's tt? siblings: 2-kris and elaine tattoos: dun ve now. last time play den have (: piercings: 1 pair hobbies: sports! favorite color: PINK! light purple, sky blue and some orange! food: lotz candy: hmm.. cant rmb.. everytym buy =P type of cheese: all is the same la pizza topping: cheesee salad dressing: dunnoe sandwich: smoke ham + cheese (frm pacific cafe) cereal: honey stars fruit: soursop, green apple,.. vegetable: kangkong berry: strawberries cake: ice cream cakes ONLI book: novels movie: er... lots! magazine: dun read them newspaper: straits times and new paper tv show: chinese drama website: my BLOG, friendster radio station: FM93.3 font: kristen itc, baby kruffy cartoon character: pooh bear artist (painter): mrs anne chan actor: dunnoe actress: dunnoe cd: avril lavign song: lots. check my frenster for more music group: lots music type: pop + rock day of the week: fri = early release month: july, dec season: spring + winter holiday: the trip to china shampoo: dentol conditioner: i dun use number: #o7 phrase: hahas. lots man.. store: 7-11 weather: light rain/bright morning/windy days restaurant: soup kitchen/swensens channel: U teacher: mdm sim, mdm yap, ms tan,.. weekend activity: gaming, surfing, tvs hangout: sch! house color: topaz->yellow sport to watch: err... tennis? badminton? sport to play: softball, netball animal: dolphin, dewgongs flower: daisy guy's name: dunnoe girl's name: EVELYN board game: dun play now party game: too much story from childhood: cindellera body part: i like myself for the way i'm and not wad i arent have you ever been on a train: ya been on a plane: ya. once been in a car accident: nope. i watch my way b4 crossing XD caused a car accident: NEVER run into a wall: hahas. nope burned a potato chip: they are meant to be eaten.. almost burned the house down: wa.. nope smoked: nope. been drunk: nope. been high: nope. broken the law: nope. burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): nope. kissed someone of the opposite sex: nope. kissed someone of the same sex: hahas. ya. it was a dare. frenched an animal: nope. made out: huh? had cyber sex: NEVER. gotten engaged: i'm onli 15. had an online relationship: nope. NEVER been rejected by a crush: he doesnt even noe.. loved: YES made yourself cry to get out of trouble: shld be nope cried in public: ya cried over a movie: oops =x yes fallen asleep in a movie theater: nope. given someone a bath: nope. been to a boarding school: nope. been home-schooled: nope. lost a valuable item: nope. i dun have 1 to start. bungee jumped: nope. skied: i wished to. met the president: nope. met a celebrity: yes. gotten a cavity: nope. shopped at abercrombie & fitch: wad's tt? made a prank call: NEVER skipped school: NEVER. i'm a good gal faked sick to get out of school: NEVER. i'm a good gal purchased something that you knew didn't fit: for wad? waste $ climbed a tree: nope. fallen from a tree: nope. broken a bone: nope. sprained anything: yes. a light one. passed out: nope. made yourself pass out: huh? how to? been to disney world: ya. been to a theme park (not disney): ya. in genting said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): i hope i've the courage to made a model volcano (working model): nope. made a clover leaf with your tounge: YUCKS! past what did you do yesterday:schholing memory you miss the most: him memory you want to forget: him something you regretted after it was done: hmm.. to let the chance slip by song you heard: i believe- tata young cd you bought: i nva buy b4.. thing you said: err... i dunnoe.. time you cried: over him~all over movie seen in a theater: one more chance thing you ate: porridge person who called: err.. esther nail polish shade worn: transparent time you showered: hahas. jus now la person who complimented you: P & C? at this moment what are you listening to: i believe-haven finish what are you wearing: t-shirt and pants what are you thinking: him what are you scared of most: grades how many people are on your buddy list: i dunnoe future occupation: teacher marriage site: somewhere romatic =P honeymoon: same as ^ place to live: s'pore kids: hahas. 2 ba.. car: sports car~ what are you doing tomorrow: slacking @ home do you think george bush will be reelected: maybe will there be a wwIII: depends. will politics ever be truthful: depends. will humanity snuff itself out: maybe can the gov. be changed: can. but i'm alrite wif the current ones. friends best friend: des, jun, ting, big jon, cindy, esther.. funniest: daddy JUNWEI! silliest: ME! to think of smt tt will never happen in reality loudest: so obvious! tt's me. quietest: hahas. loo loo in class.. craziest: me la calmest: dunnoe skinniest: loo loo, des best secret keeper: des! worst secret keeper: erm.. i dunnoe the one you have but don't want: dunnoe smartest: des~ preppiest: huh? pepiest: huh? most hyper: mei YAP SUJUN hottest: lp BELLE? weirdest: hahas. as wad des said.. me and her.. biggest pervert: daddy JUNWEI (abt the cows) most annoying: when ivan starts to crap during geo.. when all the ans is "god says so". no offence. shyest: loo loo most religious: err.. jerry? do you believe in heaven: yes hell: yes angels: yes! my angelic cheryl? devil: yes god: yes buddha: sort of aliens: hahas. not realli.. ghosts: yes spirit (soul): yes soulmates: yes reincarnation: veri love at first sight: not realli karma: huh? love in general: yes luck: YES! yourself: shld be crush: yes who and when was your first crush: y shld i say? any now: yes a celebrity crush: nope who do you want to be with right now: hahas. IMPOSSIBLE to happen whos number do you want: i ald got his who do you want to kiss: ... what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: wad's they r thinking if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: HIM and of cos my best buds on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: how i noe? first thing noticed about the opposite sex: personality, loooks, HEIGHT what do you look for personality-wise: somewad like mine's biggest turn on: personallity biggest turn off: attitude prob something thay wear that turns you on: anything something they wear that turns you off: err.. dunnoe the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: dunnoe the most romantic thing that has happened to you: err.. what do you wear on a coffee date: something nice and typical is it right to flirt if you're taken: NOPE! is cyber cheating: dots... are eyes the passegeway to the soul: huh? who would you like to take to the prom: some close guy-friends do you want to hug somebody right now: a nice big bear do you know what an aphrodisiac is: nope describe mellow: dunnoe melancholy: huh? the perfect date: hahas. the perfect mate: hahas. how m&m's are made: i dunnoe. jus like to eat.. why manhole covers are round: how i noe? one or the other coke/pepsi: coke sprite/7-up: 7-up (resberry) boxers/briefs: ... gold/silver: silver vanilla/chocolate: chocolate flowers/candy: candy book/magazine: book tv/radio: tv glass half empty/half full: half full democrat/republican: democrat colored pencils/markers: pencils coffee/tea: tea sun/moon: depends who i'm wif day/night: depends hot/cold: cold dog/cat: dogs button/zipper: i dun mind cotton/feather pillow: cotton blue/purple: light purple and sky blue plumber/trashman: neither jeans/shorts: jeaans long distance relationship/none: long dis relation mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical matt/ben: wad's the diff? that 70's show/simpsons: simpsons kelso/eric: huh? donna/jackie: huh? bart/lisa: huh? romeo/juliet: i dunnoe the story romantic comedy/thriller: both nsync/bsb: i onli listen b4 to nsync peanut butter/jelly: jelly waffles/pancakes: both letter/email: if secretive, den letter lor. or else email is fine florida/california: BOTH pizza/burgers: pizza hat/visor: wad's the diff? football/rugby: BOTH iceskating/blading: BOTH movie at home/in theater: depends who i'm wif first thing you think of when you hear yellow: either dirty things/ topaz red lipstick: ms picca =X socks: ankle socks cowtipping: huh? moulin rouge: tv shows greenland: the country iceland: the country harry potter: magic red: romatic? blackberry: juice? rose: hahas. rooster: haha. tt's one lor. she noe wad i mean =P taxes: govt bill clinton: huh? whipped cream: dunnoe george w. bush: the one who often appears in tv lollipops: meeeee , wanling dreams: some is horrible ones love: ... guys: boys south park: ... boy bands: linkin parks pengiuns: ME!!!! my nick girls: my babes thong: dunnoe death: dun wan to mention spoons: ppl born wif tt? junk mail: my email dairy: BLOG panties: as in underwears.. your father: my dad pizza: pizza hut and the ones my mum made.. britney spears: her song vitamin: the one who i used to take are you happy: learn to be contented sad: yes religious: err.. nope bitchy: NOPE crazy: haha. YES messy: YES mad: NOPE. jus purely crazy slacker: yes when i have nth to do nerd: NOPE bookworm: NOPE jock: huh? preppy: huh? selfish: maybe.. giving: dunnoe.. maybe. obsessive: maybe.. violent: sad to say, yes. calm: never peaceful: shld be mellow: dunnoe wad it means eccentric: nope caring: maybe.. untrustworthy: shld be can trust la.. loyal: to? patriotic: hahas. yes! i love s'pore miscellanoues what color is your jacket: black do you shave: .......... where: ................ what color is your razor: ........ what size is your bed: single what color crayon would you be: pink what are the last four digits of you phone number: 3836 feelings on abortion: killing of lives how lond does it take you to shower: 10 min what does your screenname mean: huh? thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: alrite who do you trust the most: my babes (: and close ppl is cussing a necessity in life: huh? how about coffee: huh? is the world screwed: yes what something you cant live without: when i ve some thoughts on smt.. what time did you fall asleep: depends.. 10-12.30 know what 69 means: my sign on cancer.. jus tt is tilted how about 143: nope can you live without a microwave: ya what do think about death: dun wan to mention where and when do you want to be married: somewhere romantic.. abt 20+ do you want to drop out of school: NEVER why is the sky blue: b'cos i like the way it is =P what is a good trait about yourself: dunnoe. character? what do you always think about: frens, studies, him what is wrong with your school: small, noisy what is right with your school: frens, teachers how do you react to change: it's fine do you talk to yourself: yes what is your opinion on love: smt i shld never be in right now can you afford to lose weight: i mus and i nid =P what color would you dye your hair: gold best thing anyone told you: dunnoe what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: hahas. but i'm NOT does being psycho appeal to you: ... if you wrote a book, what would it be about: life what would you change your name to: evelyn is nice enugh longest crush lasted how long: hahas.4 yrs...? time finished:4.50pm

after the full day of slacking at home, i'm finally back to sch later.. though i'd choose to slack la.. but for the sake for my 'o', and for my future, everything is worth it.. (hahas. jus some form of expressions to cheer myself up for going sch when others are slacking right at home) BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS studying time `wheeee oh ya, congrates to mrs choon's baby boy!!